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Sorry for the Mess

by Pizzaman Jenkins

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1.
Waiting for the 6, 25 coming Fuck I'm doing here, still doing nothing This shit just makes me sick, I got to do something This is the real world, so ain’t no point in running You can get this dick, ain’t no one coming Ain't gonna get shit, these pennies do nothing There I fucking sit, I could've said something This my life, do you think it's fucking funny? Yes sir, I'm not a neet For what it's worth, it's all the same to me Waiting for the 6, 45 coming Look I'm still here, still doing nothing Same old fucking shit, was I expecting something? This life got me beat, waste of a moment Slamming down the 5th, rent is due coming Spineless fucking bitch, you ain't got nothing Pour me another drink, to make me feel something Yeah that's my life, do think it's fucking funny Yes sir, I'm not a neet For what it's worth, nothing to me Life sucks, leave me beat It's absurd... Break em'
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Shinji 05:11
I hate you, because I hate myself and you’re just like me And I’m so fucking selfish and I’m fucked up But you’re just as fucked up as me There’s blood on your hands… what can I do about it? A shame you have to deal with me Shell of a boy that I used to be No, I’m not the pilot; I’m a witness to my own actions I’m a witness to my own actions, a victim of circumstance and choice Sorry I made a mess Hope you understand, my castles are made of sand I’ll destroy it if I want to Or Let shore wash it over for me Why am I so fucking scared? Is that love you share? Or is the motive bare Cause you need me here? Cause that’s all you care Fear is only native, pity is virtue And there you stand right in front me A sad site you see, you’re disgusted at me I could’ve you kill today, but I’m stuck in a place That I’ve hardly known and shit, I don’t think I ever will I fucking hate you Because I hate myself and I know you’re just fucking like me and I’m calling out for help and you’re not giving me an answer No, you not giving me an inch! you just stand there, and how I’m so fucking shitty And yes, I’m so fucking selfish; I could’ve killed you today, But then you’ll come back tomorrow and then think everything’s okay Well I had it… I’m fucked up But atleast I know you’re just as fucked up as me… and your angels aren’t forever Your angels are not forever Don’t you know Pity is virtue? And I’m telling you the truth Pity is a virtue… and I’m telling you the truth I’m telling you the truth Somebody help me! I don’t know! Somebody help me! I don’t know! I’m telling you the truth! I’m telling you the truth! Telling you the truth! Somebody help me I don’t know 8x Somebody help me I don’t know mys-
3.
You’re gonna take it bitch!!! AwwwwwwwwwwwwwwMaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnn What a warm welcoming Yeah I see justice. Look, there’s justice You got him hungup Strung up by a thread Now he’s left for dead Ain't that something… Hold up’ Yo Head Honcho! It’s Karma. Whatitdo? You seem surprised that I exist & no I don’t forgive Fought for endless nights & days Before I got here Broken down town enslaved, wondered they’d be saved? You stole it! You see, you’ve taken. It’s mine, you can’t take it I walk along these streets and seen, all that you have taken There is truth in contradiction… I’ll let you understand The blood is in the steel, the blade is pointed at your neck Yeah, it’s pointed at your neck! If you get closer, you’d get decked Hail the ruler on the top the house of bricks, & they will fall One by One; I’ll knock em down one by one Followed the rules your game & it’s left at 40-love Yeah it’s left at 40-love. Thought you won? You thought wrong Its your fault!!! The ball’s in your court now… You’re gonna take it bitch!!! All our fathers, they have bleed there’s a bounty on your head (a bounty on your head, there’s a bounty on your head) All our mothers left for dead Now there’s a bounty on your head!!! Eye for eye Makes the world go blind But if you take mine Then revenge is in sight (oh, there must be another way around) come on now now now now now Nothing is sacred now Nothing to surrender Nothing can stop it now The devil’s in this house 2x The devil’s in this house 4x & you know that this takes time, to get you beaten down 4x & he’s got you bleedin’ Bleedin’, bleedin’ bleedin’ Bleedin’ out bleedin out’ Bleedin’ out bleedin out’ 3x Nothing is sacred now (Thrown into the backseat well) Nothing to surrender (Thrown into the backseat well) Nothing can stop it now (Thrown into the backseat well) The devil’s in this house (Thrown into the backseat well) The devil’s in this house (Thrown into the backseat well) The devil’s in this house (The devil’s in this house) The devil’s in this house (The devil’s in this house) The devil’s in this house (The devil’s in this house) Nothing is sacred now Nothing to surrender Nothing can stop it now The devil’s in this house
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(Instrumental)
5.
I haven’t felt at home for minute, Spent a couple nights tryin to get it Wasted time instead of living, it takes a lot to try and get me It’s like I haven’t tried winning And I haven’t felt at home for a minute Start to feel my time’s been diminished Cuff the bars like I’m in it, spit the flem like I’m finished Looks like I rather join the finnish See, I’ve been traveling, I might start babbling Guess I’ll stay Just got out the jungle, you know, the streets Yeah I got a lot to fucking say But yesterday don’t come tomorrow, hope I could borrow You’re time, it’s important, my mind is really distorted, we all sin Life’s a bitch; hate to sound down on you No stranger to the smoke, so I’ll puff a round with you Yeah, I heard that you’re couch surfing, hard at workin’ Glad you’re free now, even though that your money’s burning Wish I could do what you do but know me, it’ll bite Me in the ass, but I’m chilling with you I’m alright Feels like I’ve been here before… Or atleast I could’ve been… Yeah, and I haven’t felt at home for a minute Waste a couple nights trying to get it Feel my times been diminished, spit the flem like I’m finished I don’t think that I could live here (Nah,) Nah, I don’t think that I could live here & know that I haven’t forgotten you all You live in stories, feels like I've been dropping the ball Like I always do; gone, the good old days I don’t bitch about it, but I could use a better today But these days I’m being swallowed by the lion’s den, or goliathan Thrown into the heat, just get out of the fryers then I’m done… but then you come for the save Unlike those other motherfuckers, I don’t like to play games So let’s keep moving, or we will trip up in the future, fly too Close, the sun will take a liking right to ya I’ve gotta slow down, death takes it’s time Cause’ the reaper only catch you if he can’t save a life Feels like I’ve been here before I haven’t felt at home for a minute I haven’t felt at home for minute.

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released January 14, 2023

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